If you've hit your goal every year and been here long enough to make it 6 out of 8 years and made goal in the last two years, you'd be going on the trip. Or if you've hit your goal 3 out of 3 years or 3 out of 4 years and made the Top 10%, you'd be going on the trip. If you've met any of those criteria, are you saying you'd decline the trip? Is that what you're saying?
Or are you saying that you haven't been good enough to make those numbers and you're too sensitive to deal with it and too lazy or not good enough at your job to do so? I'll take the latter for $500, Alex.
As for being a "lifer" - not sure about that, but I make good money here, I'm treated well, I work hard and accomplish some pretty great things (I'm not a traditional rep, btw). There are absolutely plenty of things to question and I can't say I'm thrilled with the direction and leadership over the past several years. But I'll continue to work, keep making a great living, keep going on trips if I earn them and do it all with a smile on my face. Best of luck to you.